Love Burdens

2010-01-13T21:07:00.002+08:00

A Happy ending is wat u were grow up with... Well face reality... Grow up -.-
Not everything is like how u were fed with...
They are juz tall tales to fantasize ur innocent heads...
Oh right....
The minds of urs arent at all close to decent...
They are corrupted beyond imaginations...

Before u even speak...
Think twice.
Or it may juz fall bak onto u.

2009-12-07T22:17:00.002+08:00

Woot!!! Few more days... and i will be lifting into airborne X)

Lololols~ Kinda Sad yet delighted at the same time...
This is when soneone slaps me and tels me to get a grip moron -.-

Oh well....
Frens!!! And.... err... ahem.
I wil bring gifts back for u guys de ^^
Bye Bye!!! Lalalas~

2009-11-24T22:34:00.002+08:00

Ooooo..... Today Just after a tough day and yet fun training....
Went home and slept straight... For half a dozen hour.
O.o woke up with back aches.... Zzzz....

Tats all for today ^^
Lalalas~ Still loving Kendo^^
Wanna play go running^^
Lalalas~
Time to burn fats X)

2009-11-19T16:13:00.002+08:00

TeeHee... Juz started this anime..
Now cant wait to sign up for the Kendo class....
Bought the sword and gear...
But have to wait till I show improvement in my work den My Mom would allow -.-

zZZ... Sianz...
one month to go and i wil be.... Zzz... Meeting my new frens....
Wonder How am i gonna to interact...
Die... Die....

2009-11-11T20:31:00.002+08:00

Blogging time again ^^

Woot Woot!!!
So Happy.....
Mii almost finish watching Ouran High School Host Club ^^

Haruhi!!! Super cute ^^

Lalalas~ Bye Bye going to chiong finish by tonite. Hope
There are other great animes like this ^^

2009-11-10T20:41:00.002+08:00

Hehehe.... A new member of the Lims family^^
Dont get the wrong idea k?
Nope!!! My Mom aint gonna get another sibling for us... But its gonna be a puppy!!!!

Lalalas~ Cant wait to play fetch and cuddle him^^

Its coming to the end of the year le... A horrible year... Lots of things has happened....
More than wat an average kid should
Have.... Most of it is self caused...
Hais....
Lots and lots of mistakes.....
Have u seen a gal cry before? Well... It would definitely
Tear ur heart out.
I am mistake itself -.-

2009-09-30T21:51:00.002+08:00

Sigh~

Everything is going down again...

Haix...
If u wanna say something... Juz tel me... Dont hide from me...

I would rather listen to the truth tat hurts den lies tat sunk me deep down, and i will never be able to get up... ever again.

2009-09-22T20:39:00.002+08:00

Stress? Oh come on.... You gotta be joking!!! ^^ Cannot be found in my dictionary
Tat i assure you ^^

Until now -.- Zzz.... 1st time felt it.... Both the affairs of my Love life and the school life...

Alot of my Frenz told me tat love can only be stated as a Fable -.-
And worst still... Some of them said tat relationships are onli
ANOTHER FORM OF ENTERTAINMENT.... Can u believe tat?

But some treat it as if their lives depends on it.

So which one are you?

Sianz....

I am not sorry for my soul
That it must go unsatisfied,
For it can live an eternity,
An everlast torment.

I am not sorry for my soul,
But unfortunately, my body must go
Back to a little drift of dust
Without the joy it longed to know.

2009-09-14T23:03:00.002+08:00

To begin anew....

Need to lose myself.
Only to be held back
Thanks for ur embrace...
Dont really wanna turn fetish

Thanks for being by me,

a BELL tat make my heart rings... The beat of ur heart is the resonance tat i seek.

2009-09-14T22:45:00.002+08:00

yoyo!!! Isnt she a beauty? Was really stunned when I first saw her singing the song for the hit anime of Bleach.

Her songs are catchy... And some are meaningful, especially the sentimental ones. They have deep meanings tat tells her listener the scenes and many fairytale - like lives of hers....

She is a Korean and yet sings remarkably well for both Japanese and Korean songs...

Shared her songs with friends and soon her songs, especially the ones which are pop themed. Were most sought after. They were immediately spreaded around
like wildfire.

2009-08-17T22:00:00.002+08:00

Whoa... Finally got better in badminton, Eventhough I am still not rated even as a novice :x
But^^ Still... Slight improvement^^

Today played with frenz as to prepare to face off with my worst nightmare X)
Even her name cant be spoken :x Or else i would be slaughter :x

Same as always during any sports, Zheng Yao juz love to rely on brute strength -.-

Apathetic-.- Joke :)

여보, 우리는 사라져 가고 있습니다. 나는 여전히 당신을 사랑하고 일이 별로 없었소. 그러나 내가 당신의 믿음가 필요로 하는 것은 나를 좀 지원

This is wat i wanna tell u....
Hope u understand what my heart is telling you....

愛しています
Its true...

2009-08-16T22:05:00.001+08:00

Woot... Changed^^

Feel fresher now X)

Even though its kinda... or... well... maybe too...

Feminine? But who cares X)

At least its PINK^^

2009-07-17T19:03:00.002+08:00

O.o Finally post....
Post every one millenium X)

After the passing of days...
I have started to realise tat... Everyones the same, no ones uniques
nor special.... No matter how strong a person may seems... But,

Inside... They too are yearning for something or someone....
We Human's Desires cannot be satisfied... Lust... Thirst... Greed... Even for LOVE.

We are always looking for replacements.... Therefore...

Me, YOU and my frenz are now trying to make a change...
A feeling tat shall no be changed nor altered by any means...

Ended up... Sadness.... Stress....

Maybe all would be lighten up soon enough...
Juz hope tat the bond between us all... can be sustained juz long enough...

And who knows^^
An unexpected ending may be revealed^^

Tat lasts for an eternity^^

2009-06-29T19:57:00.002+08:00

Eck!!!! Dead again? Lol.... Dead how many times liao sia X)

Woot!!! Finally back to school even though feeling a little nervous at the same time sad.....
I havent been able to accomplish much during the holidays....

Still Prays for more holiday X)

Some may speaks a thousand to make one fly.....

And so here..... Juz a poem for the ones i cares and love ^^

Our feelings, torn and broken,
Our words are left unspoken,
Your kiss is just a token
Peck to end the fight.

Our past lays strewn and scattered,
Emotionally battered,
Then I say something that'd
Make your hope take flight.

Our love is dissipating,
And I am truly hating,
This feeling that we're waiting
For the time that's right.

Our love for one another,
Has gone and run for cover,
And all you do is smother
My embracing light.

I have been real down lately....
Sorry if i was oblivious to ur emotions.....

2009-06-14T00:49:00.002+08:00

O.o Long time Mei You post liao...... Even tat CONG also say mii blog dead -.-

Sorry bloggie... Forgotten to feed u so u die liao...
( Digging grave in progress )

Juz came back form camp a few days ago....
Wow!!! Tta camp was the best camp i ever been to!!!!

It has everything an average kid would nid for to live a day^^

Able to spend time with Ham Ham during the camp even though
We were occupied by our new frenz at the camp^^

The gals population in the camp was 6/8.
Usually we guys will like so glad or watsoever....
But we were wrong...... Well i was wrong....

EaCH Group onli has 4 boys.... And 16 other gals.....
For me it was hell....... Most of the gals onli speak chinese......
OMG.... i took 25 sec to get them to understand my simple Message of saying

" Hi! The facility in this camp is simply outstanding rite? "

Oh well now Ham Ham is going off to..... Sob..... Sob...... Hais... I cant bear to say it out X)

Gonna miss you lots and lots!!!!!
BONVOYAGE!!!!

Anyways.... Rosey!!! Thanks for ur Acc!!!
Really nid it.... U r juz like my family now.....

2009-06-02T13:27:00.003+08:00

Hi Hi!!!!

O.o
-.-
X)

Finali Able to post liao X))

these days kept fighting with parents........
Hais...... Gonna leave the house soon.....
This feeling of remorse or the exciting and anxious feeling of truancy
Has overwhelmed me...... I am now unable to return back to where i have begin......

I can now... onli.... keep moving forth even if wat lies ahead is already known.....

A...... Dead end...... Death.....

Nids u badly..... Misses ur grasp
Loves......

We.... Are... fading rite?

I juz hope tat Promises and bond still remains still......

O
It wont last...... Never will......
Cherish and treasure, Tats wat we all can do..... onli could do.....
We are juz too.... Weak... hOpeless.... Lost...

2009-05-16T00:51:00.004+08:00

Hihihi

Finally!!! Posting ^^

Still cant believe some idiot impersonate me -.-
Doreen... I am really sorry,
but.. I really didnt tag u.....
I didnt even get close to the com till today -.-

Eck!!! hate this manx......
Oh well....

At least i had fun for taday^^ Thank yous!!!

Pouring Hearts <3

This is now my favourite singer!!!!

omg!!! She is like the sweetest angel u will ever meet ^^

( U r still the cutest though X) )

Well...... See for urself^^

2009-05-07T21:56:00.002+08:00

Whoa..... Didnt noe tat there are people who still care abt me at school^^

Looks like... Gals has a terrifying bark but Harmless Bite X)

I hope.....

Hmmm...... Today was quite a interesting day X)
Finally met Ham Ham Liao^^
Still as cute as ever X)

Woot!!! Thanks to Na Ta Lie!!!! I am able to contact my frenz X)
U r the best !!!! ( Even though i say this to everyone.... but still..... )

Den worst of all...... During exam... My head went foggy.... OMG...

All i can think of during the chinese compo abt the plastic surgery...

Was.......

michael Jackson X)
Juz suddenly felt like pretending he was in the story X)
Imagine... A compo full of Insults!!!! X)

Hahahas... Kk... tats all i can say for todae...
Others are confidential X) ( No pervertic stuffs )

Nitez all!!!! Dont call me abandoner!!!
I want be Betrayer!!!! T.T

2009-04-26T20:07:00.002+08:00

Woot!!! Its Sundae Again Manx X)

Hmmm...... A month have passed since the day I let loose my lips and held her
Hands....
Yet.... it seems juz like yesterday...

\

Today... I witnessed a couple hurting themselves on the streets... Seems tat jealousy was the roots....... Really hope tat it wont one day come falling down to me.....

Am I neglecting u guys? If i did... Sorry..... I was to caught up by the affairs of the heart -.-

I Promise to make it up.......
Company u guys... And maybe bring mischief together?
How about today?
Take a step forward......
And the rest would be easy.....
Ritez?

ROSEY... MII

<3 U......

2009-04-13T21:34:00.002+08:00

Hi Hi Hi^^

After today.... i then realised i am not alone in this fight :)
Still.... Hatred suffocates the air i inhale, scorhing eyes blind me
When looked into them.... Ahem... guess... i muz be thinking i m writing a storybook or something X)

I was so worried when i found out tat Rosey( u noe who ) was soooo sick.....

At 1st.... we went out and i happened to end up with a tummy ache -.-
Hate my tummy.... But was greatly touched when she prove to be
A great support tat i need.....

After tat went out with my cousin^^
Woot!!! His mom cooked a scrumptous dinner for us^^
Spicy yet sweet!!!! Den we head for our usual 'once a month' class...
We were kinda depressed at 1st but soon we gotten our mood back^^

Den came a distress msg from Rosey.....

Nitez......

I am not alnoe anymore.... U will stand by me...... rite? X)

2009-04-10T19:42:00.002+08:00

Woot!!!

Juz camr back from a terrific adventure of thrill and suspense....
Went to meet Ham.... bUT parents keep making it tough for me..... Persistent in Denying watever proposition i make....

Finally... cooked up a lie and i all set^^
Went off to make Ham.... but promised to return in 30 mins time...... Went sight- seeing.... Interact with adorable looking pets^^ Small little puppies!!!
The size of our palms!!!
( sad... forgotten to take
pictures)

After tat was all troubles.... dont wanna speak of it le....
Anyways.... You made me felt the sense of thrills and others^^ Thanks....

Are frens everlasting?

2009-04-09T23:37:00.002+08:00

Hihihihi....

Sad.... today i was being ignored and condemned by my frenz......
Guess..... I can never understand their thoughts, feelings.....
I must have really let down or something..... or else they wouldn't change so drasticly
Towards me..... Is it due......
I never regretted choosing u.....
Do u? i wanna be wih u....

to the unfavourable choice of frenz?
Or is it juz plain misunderstanding that led us to a point where we end up fending each other off?
Hais.... Maybe.... i wasn't treated as a frenz from the start.....
Regrets? A little too late i guess.......

I regretted......... My choices.....

Who am i?

2009-04-03T23:29:00.001+08:00

After the time i spend with you....
I felt different.... When i am pushed to the corner where no one could hear or help me...
Strangely... You are always there to lift me up X)

And now....... It juz seems so weird that.... People Hates it when i m with You.....

Is it because of something tat i had done wrong? Or am i juz being eccentric....
My heart starts to waver.... Lost in confusion on whether to trust who.....
Hates densed the atmosphere.... Making me feel nervous and insecure....

I am really sorry......
..........................................................................

I experience new feelings everyday^^ Fear and happiness is the common ones X)
Feels nervous and comfortable when u r by my side.... Complex isnt it?
Even though i know much about you.... Yet is juz dosen't suffice......
When u r away.... it is as if my heart is being torn away....
All i can do is to only think of u and do nothing to help u when
You are in trouble......

Sorry.... A coward... That I am....
Still the same question............................
.......................................................................................................................................................
................................................................................................

Wont u regret? <3>

2009-03-20T14:29:00.003+08:00

Hehehe... Finall y post le worhx...

Hais.... As days pasts... more frens losts, gain, made, and loved.
Hmmm... Wat i do not understand now is why? Why muz * Ahem * be angry juz because we made frenz with her so called enemy... I thought you promised to peace out with her...

In the end , i gotta choose between my sister or you... My bestie...

How i have hated myself..... Among my best frens... u r the one whom i respect and care most....
But now.... We may end up as enemies for life -.-
Pathetic isnt it.... zzz....
Oh well..... Looks like... all of us juz gotta wait and see...^^
Enduring, care and time is the best medicine for now^^ and also the deadliest poison-.-
Ugh.... Bai^^
Bai^^

Stop Hating AND CHEER UP bAH^^ we will always be by u de^^
BanZai!!!.... ...
BanZai!!!.................
..........................................................................................................................Gambateh^^

2009-03-08T01:08:00.002+08:00

O.o so long nvr post liao.....

Finally decided to post due to the pressure by my frens..... A bunch of Bullies -.-
Hehehe.... Something great happened today^^
Finally able to understand the person i hold dear to me.....
Even though She is rather weird.... uhhh unique?

In any case.... I realise tat my feelings for her grow and soon i would have to leave her before she may end up hating me.....

No matter how many experience we humans may have gone through....
We would deem to be helpless... when it comes to the frailty of the human heart.....

One word to describe us.... Incompetent FOOLS....
Okays... Maybe 2 words^^

OKays... tats all for now.... Bye Bye^^

2009-01-06T17:52:00.002+08:00

HI HI alls

Waaa.... Todae at sch damn boring.... except during recess of course^^
Today my chinese improve le^^ Manage to pronouce a gal name correctl... i hope._.
*LI RU* rite?

After school went to play Basketball with frenz!!! But it was sooo bloody hot....
So we played for awhile... den went to buy drinks^^
On the way to the bus-top... i accidentally banged into a old,ugly,full of wrinkle,faggered, uncle on his so called bicycle.... he den gave us a freaky stare... luckily i got away quick enough^^

Went to buy a NEW PS3 game after going on our seperate ways....

Went home and started to play le^^ OKays... tats all^^
BAI BAI Alls

REMEMBER TO FINISH UR HOMEWORK WORHX ^^

2008-12-31T13:05:00.002+08:00

Hello.... went to Malaysia So called wonderful Fruit farm...... Ended up in a place with
no Civilisation and worst still.... It was stinky and infested with Shits and Insects...

After tat we went to the shopping mall which is wat i call Paradise ^^
Lots and lots of things to buy and a store with comics and games and a low cost of 20 to 50 dollars!!!

Can u believe it!!! Mii and my cuz saw a *Ahem* chio bu? in the store... She was Ranting about
how cool Gundam is... Zzz... Weird huh?

Den we retreat to the travelling bus, exhausted by the overwhelming GOODs tat we could have bought... Laid on the chair and soon fell asleep... After exactly 1.30 hr, I woke up and played DJmax... Called the attention of others and ended up competting with them...

Haha tried to smuggle *Lots* of chewy gum but ended up getting caught.. LOL

Kays... bb!!!
Others are to be kept confidential ^^

2008-12-26T18:16:00.002+08:00

HeLLo...... Long time never post le ^^ Finally fixed com, Now able to re-post mii thoughts!

Hooray!!! This sunday going overseas to visit million of fruits... joking....
juz trying to be KWA ZHANG....

Looking forward to tat day^^ Gonna go out with mii sunday class friends and family...

Wonder whether it will turn out okays.... or juz simply terrible...

Kays... nth to write le...
Bai Bai

2008-11-09T13:57:00.002+08:00

Finally can post le..... waa... mii blog dead for a long time le...
Zzz... Yesterday night....
OMG... when chatting wiht HER...
She kept twisting my mind and feelings... Scared of her le...

Den finally went for dinner... Hahahas...
Eat til damn full... ^_^

Den watch some spooky ghost show ._.
Not creepy de lorhx... its so ordinary....
Lousy!!!!!! Thailand horror films stinks!!!
( from my point of view only)

Watch till around 2.45 bah...
Den msg HER...
She nvr reply so i went to sleep....
So sad... she ignore me le.... D:
JK... she replied fashionably late....

Today woke up at 5 den went to interchange
wait for frenz at 6.30...
Went to sengkang together...
Play play play play....
Whole day playing rather than wat we were suppose to
do at there... ^^

Den went home after everything....
Aaaannnnndddd now here i am playing com^^
Will update soon if able to use com again lorhx...
Bai Bai <3

i lost you already.... dont i?
Sorry....
This is my weakness...

2008-10-18T12:30:00.002+08:00

From todae onwards... blog will nt be private le ^^
So there werent be a nid to log in to enter ^^

Haiz... how do u guys feel when u r neglected by someone u
care abt?
How will u guys react towards this situation?
Nth to write abt...
No mood le....
BAI BAI... T.T

2008-10-15T18:43:00.001+08:00

Todae finally got bak science results...
So sianz... need 0.5 more marks to score a B4...
After sch... went to KFC with HER and frenz...
Den went to her hse... den sat at a side alone... reflecting
on wat happened during sch...
Den a strange thinking filled my head...
Den told HER when we were alone....
Shld nt had asked her.... i guess... some secrets are
meant to be kept in my head....

NO QNS PLZ.... DONT FEEL LYK SHARING...

Sorry....
Dont leave me.... nt nw....
I nid u......

2008-10-14T18:40:00.002+08:00

Yes!!! Finally able to post le!!!!
Yesterday... spoke to HER... Haiz....
Call me... Ahem.... so sad.... felt lyk crying....T.T
Den said Goodnite to stop the misery....
Went to bed, but nvr slp.... onli to reflect on wat she said.... T.T

Todae morning... went to HER hse...
OMG.... surprisingly.... she woke up so
freakin early... Den she said tat she want to pang sei me...
Eeee.... evil rite? jkjk :) Evil ppl r cute rite??? :)

Nvm... nxt time i shall wake up at 5!!! haha!!!
Den wont miss her le....

Walk to sch with HER... den she helped me to put the thingy...
Haiz... guessed she slept too late liao...
Her eyes r lyk swollen... :(

Den 1st result was... CHINESE....
OMG... my nemesis... :(
Onli score 57... Haiz...
Den SHE scored 78 or 76... haiz... won me lyk siao!!!!

2nd result was.... ART i think...
Haha... nvr colour and drew anime yet scored a solid
66!!!!

3rd result was... LIT...
Expected to score 60.... coz thought Cong Xu scored 80
and its the highest... Zzzz....
Den Kaiyee announced tat i scored 91!!!!
At 1st thought 81.... but den get back paper le...
OMG!!! felt sooo happi.... :)
Finally won HER :)

4th result was... GEO
Melvin bet with me...
If i scored A1 den muz gif him 5 bucks....
Den... again.... scored an A1.... Zzzz....
Dunno whether felt happi or annoyed.... A1 came out at
the wrong time.... :(
And guess wat?! I won her again!!! :) Yes!!! on par with her liao...

But as more results are shown....
Zzzzz..... so sad...
Total subs i won HER is 3....
SHE won me 4 subs... :(

Den Walk her hm... but in the end...
I end up at Ru Qing hse...
Waaa.... Ru Qing look better with out tying her hair...
Look lyk crazy!!! :)
Den she spend exactly 22 mins doing up her hair....

Finally went hm to play with Doreen GB!!!
Finally!!! Muz rly thx my Pa!!! :)
We 1 vs 1 each other...
Yes!!! Won her the 1st round!!!
But lost continuously to her in the later rounds....
Zzzz.... Mii too noob liao... Nid go train somemore...
We den tag team vs others...
We keep losing... Coz of my noobility... ( is tat such a term? )
But finally won a few rounds too!!!
See!!! We nt tat noob de...

Okays!!! time to go eat dinner liao!!! BB
Update soon... I hope!!!
Lao Po!!! chi duo yi dian!!! :)

2008-10-07T17:15:00.002+08:00

Now blogging with someone by myside.... a tigress i might say...
So cant write in details...

Now Cong Xu shall take over me as the tigress is hard to handle...
nid to distract her...
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well..
what can i say...
the ruqing hor...
very nosey...
every sms for zh...
must butt in and see...
then..
during sch...
the idiot china dog(lee bin)..
make us stay b ack...
say wan make us stay back 1 hr
in the end he still tok cock 4 another half n hour....
then inn the end..
make zh n others stay back 4 more time
then zh n rq go causeway go find stuff...
mii n zy taggeed along
lol---
now we r at ruqing house...
then zh saying the rq..
then now rq go Cr4zy--
zh is keeping her bz..while i blogging for him
cause the ruqing is trying to read zh's post n smses
poorthing....
then...
juz now play audi...ruqing hand like machine gun like that...
so fast---hard core = =
nth else i can sae now....
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2008-10-05T14:22:00.002+08:00

Hooray!!! Todae can post thanks to mii cuz...
LIM LEON!!!

Yesterday watch some ghost movie pic around 12...
Tok to HER while watching made the movie boring....
Coz chatting with her more interesting....
Den we chat till 1.30 am... Wow not bad huh???
Phone spoilt coz msg to much le... Sony sux!!!!
Den promised HER tat i would not sleep til SHE sleeps...

Finally its 3.45 am... Thinking tat she would be asleep le... so
went to bed with numb eyes and fingers....

tODAE WOKE UP... WAAA.... SOOO TIRED....
Msg her to check wat time she slept... luckily she slept at 2 plus
I managed to keep my promise :))

Went to my 'every sundae studying group'
Coz too tired.... so not mood to study...
But managed to learn some sci stuffs....

After tat went to cuz house....
And here i m blogging....
Once again... LIM LEON THANKS

Remember horr..... Monday muz eat breakfast horr....
Seeya tmr!!!!
Wo Ai Ni!!! :))

2008-10-04T16:16:00.005+08:00

Finally can post le... sooo happi!!! :))

Yesterdae.... tok with HER to till sleep.... but a irritant i may be
in her eyes.... :((

Todae... woke up... sms her morning.... nvr reply... sooo sad....
Thought dont wawnt to bother with me liao... or still asleep...
Went online saw HER... Omg...
How come nvr reply...
haha... den chat with HER... found out tat SHE was
busy.... so nvr time to check phone....

Den Yan Sin came helping me to free minds...
Waaa... felt soo relaxed at tat time!!! :))
XIE XIE YAN SIN!!!

PLayed some games with cuz and bro!!!
Haha pure ownage...
Den chat with HER....
Anyway... Ru Qing.... thanks for helping!!!

I will pleased u not pissed u off....
If I m in the wrong in the wrong path...
Help me...
YONG YUAN AI NI :))

2008-10-02T10:24:00.002+08:00

Waaa.... so happi finally can post liao.... Com broke down so
cant post.... Tis may be the last day tat i can post... to contact
me juz tag me... coz i onli can go taggies...:((

Yesterday nite.... Waaa... so ps... told HER tat her shorts
was kinda too short.... den i said tat it made me feel
embarrass.... coz she looked pretty in it.... seriously
pretty but not used to tat appearence.... den...
she called me shy shy de.... sob... feel lyk crying....
Bulli me lorr.... :))

Anyway... Ru Qing u r my best frenz... juz want to let u noe...
Dont call me daddy den can le... :))
Anyway thanks for killing my boredom though...
Almost died in the afternoon... so bored....
I owe u one!!!

Todae woke up real late.... around 7... no time to msg her le....
Did the usual stuffs at my usual pace... amazingly...
reached to sch without being late... :))

Went to class... saw HER... Haha... dunno how to jy her....
Coz scared ltr she will laugh at me... abt the shorts....
Den finally went to her... tok to her and den she laughed at me....
Luckily no one knew wat we were toking abt....

Wow, the exam was easy... except for the compo...
I cant think of an easy story to write as i have weak...
vocab in chinese.... Time flew fast as i checked for words
through the Dictionary...

Finally over liao.... Tok to ppl.... but boring...
Den ltr Ru Qiing react to my calling was lyk so funni...
When i called Ru Qing... she went "harh" so cute lorr...
At the same time abit funni yet weird....

And now i m here... at an internet cafe blogging....
wow tis is the 1st....

Whoa... you seriously look great in shorts!!!
But plz dont wear it on the anni k?
Cheer up though!!! u always look sad....:))

2008-09-29T14:33:00.002+08:00

Last nite chatted with her... felt so... weird?:))
Called HER LAO PO!!! Argh... so embarrassing yet... relaxing...
Haiz... juz felt real happi... cant be described on juz words...

Todae... woke up damn early... remembered abt last nite...
den laugh out loud... parents think i crazy...
Chat with her... den went to school, reached le den remembered
tat i have forgotten to bring the Ferrero Roche...
Went bak to mii house... by the time i got my hands on the
chocolates... its already 7.20...
so i juz slowly walk bak to sch..... again...

Reached to parade square... 1st time late... soo... ps...
Went bak to class... quickly get rdy for the exam...
Exam start... den when i was taking my eraser out...
i realised tat i left my history not on my desk... right infront of me...
All the teachers didnt saw it... OMG!!! Were they blind?
After exam... Went to HER... Start to chat... den gave the ferrero
tat i owe her... She seems unhappy...
wonder wat was she thinking?

Zheng Yao asked me to pass Yan Sin the Ferrero Roche tat
he was suppose to give her himself...

Mii frenz came to my house again to study...
Once reached... did not study at all... straight away
jumped to com... Started chatting... play games...
Search pictures...

Den here i m now... updating mii blog...
If some issues are missed out... pls dont blame me..
I got STML... =.=

LAO PO!!! WO HUI YONG YUAN DE AI NI!!!
Pls dont forsake me now.... :((

2008-09-27T19:18:00.002+08:00

Woke up extremely early todae coz of 'Nature Call'
Went bak to slep... finally woke up for real coz of msg...
Argh forgot tat todae frenz coming to study...
Quickly went to bathe... Suddenly, Zheng Yao suddenly
appeared at my house while i was bathing... So i quickly
shorten my time for bathing... from 45mins to 10mins...

Came out... stare at Zheng Yao eating his breakfast...
Argh!!! havent eat yet... tempting me to munch on his leftovers...
Ewww.... After tat we studied for awhile den all our frenz finally
arrived...
Went to my room study... after 30 mins... start to tok abt
pervertic things...( started by zheng yao)
Played IQ games... Zheng Yao was the onli one who played and
he stinks at it... haha... noob... :))
After for awhile... felt real bored... Finally decided to
go down to play badminton... Waaa... it was freakin hot...
Played at an outdoor court right under the hot sun...
We cant even look up... the wind was freakin strong...
All our hits went array... Then when we were abt to stop...

A sweet little gal went to the center of the court...
She smiled at us... so we smiled bak... Den suddenly...
She started scolding us... weird gal...
She stood beside the pole and kept on scolding us...
While scolding she unties the net... The whole net toppled...
She juz walk away with a stare... not even a sight of fear....
IDIOT!!! We went to a bench and had a 'pinic'

All went home... after 30 mins... they all went home...
Played some games... And now i m here blogging...
End here for now... Update soon...

Anyway saw a little gal... she damn cute...
she has big sparkling eyes. long black hair...
And chubby!!! :))
SHE is still better. :))

2008-09-26T17:40:00.002+08:00

Waa... last nitez chat with HER till sooo late.... but felt damn happi

Woke up early... but laid in bed for awhile... den thinking
whether to msg her marh... but i think i nvr bah... STML...
Mother nag at me for being slow when bathing...
Haiz... after changing quickly run away le... when reached to
1st floor... argh!!! bus juz left... so decided to take a walk...
And it wasnt half bad... sould try tis more often...

Reached school late... but luckily raining so no assembly...
Reached to class... saw the most upsetting sight...
felt pissed off yet happy.... Went to my new seat?
OMG!!! its Shi Qin seat... so dirty, yet got so many
weird magazines under table... Yan sin came over and
cheered me up, wish me gdluck...
asked me to wish HER gdluck too... At first dont want coz
feeling kinda shy... it was lyk so far... i had to walk pass
4 rows of table to reach HER while the 3 xiao jie stares at me...
Finally, wished her gdluck... but pissed her off i think...

Exams starts... wakao!!! paper 1 freakin hard...
all topics so irritating, in the end.. chose smth tat i m able to write
a story abt my life...
When test ended... teacher said stop... Haha!!! i still writing,
didnt care abt wat he said...

During recess... eat abit onli coz all the food... is lyk so..
eeew... after eating, remembered SHE nvr eat... bought
snacks for her... in the end pised her off again...

Paper 2!!! so bloody sinple... but scared made a few mistakes..
Took 45 mins to complete the paper... rest of the time...
drawing HER specless!!!

Went home... play some games with frenz... den suddenly
They arrived... didnt expect HER to come... OMG...
Didnt noe wat to do... so they all chiong in lyk OBASAANs
except for HER of coz... :))
They played with the rabbit... felt sry for mii rabbit...
After tat, watched a horror film... But not scary de...
Everybody felt lyk sleeping... except for Zheng Yao and
Ru Qing... Zheng Yao kept running to toilet and style his hair...
Ru Qing leh... ran to one corner to hide... say scared of ghost...
After the show.. all went home le...
Suddenly the whole house became so empty... so quiet...

Went to use com... blogging and chatting...
Finally!!! gotten my hands on HER photos...
so happi!!! :))
Thanks!!! ( You noe who )

Tatz all for now... update soon... i hope...
Love u always!!! Pls dont abandon me... :((

2008-09-25T20:09:00.002+08:00

Waa... 1 day nvr use com felt lyk its end of the world...
Wanted to make a post about HER but since no chance den
forgot abt it le...

Todae woke up, juz remembered to do noe thing onli...
Msg HER... Juz wanted to make sure whether she is awake,
not sleeping lyk a log... She can always oversleep de lorr...
ZHEN DE HEN XIAN MU TA...
SHE told me to try walking to sch since its fun???
So tried lorr... but then see bus juz arrive when
went down lift... so... sry arr... tmr den take walk bah...

Reached to school... walking towards parade square,
den smth weird happened... I felt tat there was
someone following me... pretend taking out phone to
check msg... then OMG!!!
I saw Jing Jing creeping towards me... Holi sht...
She is lyk so freaky... thought she want to kill me...

reached to canteen... All so solemn, Dont want to talk...
all juz lay heads to table...
Then during assembly... Teacher did a shoe check...
Sianz i kanna caught... ARGH!!! So angry...
Then during check Mr Ng joke while checking...
Then actually Mr Ng want lemme off le...
Den tat royston so kao bei!!!
Sabo me... say my shoe gold colour de...
After check, we went bak to class, on the way bak
Royston fought with Mr Chan, haha so funni...

Went bak class... Saw HER...
den remembered tat i nid to tel her smth...
But didnt dare to sae...=.=
During maths so bloody boring....
Teacher kept disturbing me... hate round ppl....
Den it was art.... went dare juz sit there look at Mr Selvim
touching bois... so weird...
During Recess juz buy some food then went bak to class le...
During sci... wakao... got bak sci results....
So sad... onli score 14.5... den Doreen scored 18.5...
I m so dead... Nid to brush up...

Den the 3 xiao jies came and li siao me....
Call me wat daddy... then son...
ARGH!!! Worst of all... Ru Qing say i want to squeeze ppl...
She is sooo sick!!!
During music... accidentally poke Ru Qing... haha tis
is wat i call retribution!!! HUO GAI!!

Tatz all for now... happi blogging...
And thx u Doreen... ur smile lifted my mood...

2008-09-23T17:43:00.002+08:00

Todae woke up, so happi... Feeling light headed...
Went to assembly... so scared of Yan Sin... but spoke to me
in class... Felt real relieved... Then zheng yao ask me whether
I want to tellHER wat i truly feel... Haiz...
Ltr saw her so happy... even though its another boi tat is
entertaining her... Did not feel jealous or weird at all...
Juz glad... Thinking of telling Her to be with him...
Todae nth special to tok abt class
except to tell u guys tat i really
miss Yan Sin smile and laughter...

Went back home... chat with ppl and played games...
My maid really pissed me off... she is juz too nosey...
After chatting with HER... felt kinda happi at the same time
guilty...

I m sry for having those thoughts... But still
luv u no matter wat had happened or happens...

2008-09-22T18:26:00.003+08:00

Many things have happened after the joke incident...
And they were all disastrous events... Not one was appealing
at all... Lost a frenz... or maybe a sister to me... She helps me
in everything... Now guilt is all i taste as it replaced my emotions
and thinking... Even though she shall nvr forgive for
wat i have did... To worry her and took her kindness for
granted... Nevertheless... I will always be there to help her...
no matter wat problems she faces....
I juz want to let her noe tat i m really sorry.... My beloved
sis she will remain in my eyes...
I am really sorry... Yan Sin...

Anyway... Ru Qing, Zheng Yao and Doreen... thx
for being by her side... Ru Qing i am really in your
debt this time... THANKS...

2008-09-21T20:34:00.002+08:00

Now so sad... After knowing wat others truly felt
abt the joke.... I finally felt the true feelings of wat Yan Sin
is feeling... Haiz... I m TRULY SORRY Yan Sin...
And Ru Qing can u plz dont drag HER into the feud between
me and Yan Sin??? Really dont want her to worry or feel
depressed... Worst still... others may think that she was
the cause of all these...
Thanks Ru Qing for ur understanding...

2008-09-21T17:45:00.002+08:00

Todae woke up with a smile for once... had a nice dream abt
games and some other private things... relax... I aint thinking
sick or anything...
After bathing and doing all tat is necessary, went out to my
regular study group... Got real pissed out by my frenz weird
attitude... Argh... hate him... after the whole studying
thingy... went to Sweet Talk to sweeten my day, YUM!
It sure taste good if u mix lemon and green apple...
Went home, chat with HER, play some games...
Den watch some shows... After tat accidentally pissed off
my mom... she juz love to nag at me... 0nce defy her... And
OMG she became lyk any other Sec 2 galz...
ZHEN DE HEN XIAO QI!!!
Tatz all for now.... update ltr bah... if I survive....
my mom's wrath....

No matter wat happens...
I will always be at ur side....
Trust me....

2008-09-19T21:07:00.000+08:00

Messages recieved none in the morning... felt real miserable...
Didnt ate breakfast... juz walk to sch without taking the bus...
did not dare to face the world... prefer to be shrouded by
the shadows... Reached to school... Zheng Yao asked me why i
played the prank on him... after explaining he started to laugh...
But after reaching to class, the real trouble started... Yan sin
was mad at me... she got worried because of me... my prank...
i was had really regreted wat i had done... but i guess
it was too cruel for her to accept my apology...

She gave me a stare... a stare that daunted me from doing
anything else except to breathe heavily... my heart was
pounding... bloody quick i muz say... She then ignored me for
the rest of the day.... So sad... luckily Zheng Yao stood by
my side or else i would have broke... then i remember tat
SHE lyks hello panda so asked Zheng Yao to plead
Yan Sin to pass it to HER...
Haiz... my frenz hates me... at least i tried to cheer
someone up...

2008-09-18T16:10:00.002+08:00

Yesterday nite was the worst of all nites...
It was the nite tat i shed tears for...
I am really sry...
I doubt the gal tat i hold dear... And now... i m not sure
whether she forgives me... Her frenz scolded me for
turning her emotic... zhen de dui bu qi...
Because of tat i didnt slept well...
Woke up late again... still feeling sad...
Went to school... saw her felling down...
OMG... didnt noe wat to do... juz sit in the canteen...
dazing into blank space... Went to class... tried to avoid her...
Luckily melvin and Jie Ying cheered her up... or else i smth
even worse would happen...
Feel lyk giving up... pretend nth had happened...
But whenever i saw her... how i wished i could juz walk up
and tell her i m sry... and she could rely on me...

Not to worry she tells me... but a sad look she put on...
My heart will nvr be at ease...
Plz forgive me...

2008-09-17T17:08:00.004+08:00

Hi all, todae woke up so sad.... no morning sms....
after bath is already 7am!!! damn late!!!
lucky bus juz arrive when went down the lift...
Hehe... thk god... enter the bus and sat the front seats where ppl
hardly sits there, argh then a old man appeared and sat
beside me... And omg he SMELLS!!! i think he nvr bathed
for years le...
left the bus saw jing qing... so scared of her...
Went to canteen... everybody kept asking why my hair
cut till so short.... argh so angry!!! not my prob lorr...
My ma says need to cut shor de...
ltr during assembly MR Ng says no hair check...
OMG!!! he playing with us isit??? ARGH!!!
Hate him... jk haha...
Went to chinese class... teacher kept asking me go to
stand infront of the class and pronouse some weird language...
for ur information... the weird language is chinese...
hehe hate it!!!
after tat is all boring stuffs le... until when playing the
ABC game, love whacking ppl... especially Yan Sin!!!
Tmr she shall suffer even more!!! hehe...
After tat... i tried toking to HER... but it was
hopeless... i was starting to feel emotic again but luckily...
arnaldo 'JOKES' cheered me up... THANKS Arnaldo!!!

2008-09-16T20:05:00.003+08:00

Argh!!! just came bak from hair cutting.... Feel lyk crying now...
So bloody short... all this because of AUNTY!!! gwen.....
Sob....sob... plz dont laugh at mii hairstyle...
or else i shall cry infront of ur face.... HMPH!!!
searched the net for new music, anime pics and videos...
To kill time bah... so stress frenz says tat tmr got
history test, havent learn yet... die liao
Tatz all for now... TMR den update le...
yao shui le...
Plz keep tis blog busy thanks!!! ^.^

2008-09-16T17:53:00.000+08:00

Wow todae 1st time overslept... so tired..
sianz... no time eat breakfast, straight away
ran to school
and parents kept nagging at me...
Reached to school le... zheng yao kept asking
stupid question...
Argh felt lyk killing him... went to parade
square, then found out got hair check... die
liao!!! todae muz cut hair le.
During haircheck saw a cute little boi, has
big flabby stomach... so cute sia.^.^
Went bak to mt class... saw HER so scared ltr
she asked THE question...
Den gotten bak my result for letter writing, so
happi!!!
Its a pass!!!

whatever during class is confidential for now...
hehe...

After school Mr tan asked abt my gf... OMG how am
i suppose to reply...
i juz sit and smile at him while he keep
questioning me...
so mani ppl gathered around...
Eeya... so ps...!!!=.=
Finally teacher ask me to think abt it then tell him...
haha!!! ran away b4 he remembered.
Finally reached home on comp and do some chats...
WELL tats all... update soon...